Replace the Peonies: Emi, Jackie

May 6, 2020 Kate Belew with Emi, Jackie (New York City)

That feeling when you just can't deal with yourself anymore 

If I let myself, I'd sleep until 2 in the afternoon

replace the peonies in my bedside glass with xylitol 

I mean to say, existing is exhausting 

and the pile of laundry only grows larger.